a quick muse...

I just have not been doing very well tonight! First I wasn't tired physically but my brain was asleep; now my body is out for the night but my brain is on fire!

Why hasn't he communicated in any way since 11pm Saturday?

Why didn't he text me back earlier when I finally broke down and sent him one because I miss him so much?

Why has he been answering me less and not coming to see me all week?

How much more stress over this can my soul take?!

I love him. I miss him. I wish he could sleep next to me every night. And I wish he would tell me that he felt the same - or even show me.

*sigh*