...getting it out there.

My way to "just go with it"...

Thursday, November 24, 2005

So. Life is good for me I think right now. I'm blogging because I glimpsed Dan Wait tonight while my dad was putting gas in the car, and I saw him and thought it was him, and heard dad talking to him, then he left and Dad got in the car, and I asked who it was, and sure enough...and it just made me think. Dan. First high school crush. One of just a couple guys who pretty defined my freshman year, and the one of the lot that I thought I would still be talking to in 10 years. And I saw him out a car window at a gas station and didn't even say anything. Who would have thought in 1999 that 6 years later I would be talking to Josh Bocks on a regular basis, but not Dan? I would have laughed at you, and probably told you how foolish you were. But here I am.

Of course, what else wouldn't I have believed? I would have told you I didn't know who Jeff was, but in the last 6 years he's gone from nothing to one of the only important things in my life to pretty much nothing again. ANd I've got a lot of people in my life that are still really important that I didn't really know then. LeeAnn, for instance. And Opie! And Cassidy is still a huge part. Geoff and I hadn't been friends that long by then either, and though we all would have liked to say we'd be "friends forever" we all knew the liklihood of that. But here we are...

So it's a weird night. And I'm hopped up on steroids.